Aaliyah's Solar System

I haven't posted something here in something close to six months and I know some of you might've thought I abandoned my site or writing itself. Every time I'd have someone send me a message asking about my next post I'd either say 'Tomorrow' or 'very soon' but tomorrow never came. Truth is, I, myself thought tomorrow would be tomorrow or very soon would be very soon. I guess now is the tomorrow I've been talking about.

Right. Where have I been you ask? hell I've been on all the rides at the carnival. I've been high, left the earth and traveled the universe. I've visited every planet in our solar system. Some so beautiful I never wanted to leave and some so terrifying they felt like wicked versions of nightmares. I've been on the moon, held my breathe and listened to the twinkling stars. I've been to the sun and burned everywhere I possibly could. I've been to mercury and suffocated with the pressure of this planet closing up on me. Giving me no chance to think, breathe and live. I've been to Venus, walked on burning grounds and let those furious volcanic elements erupt within me, raging and destroying all in my way. I've come home, to Earth, our special ocean planet. I climbed the mountains and found myself in valleys. I've been to the red planet. Our neighbor. A planet some astronauts call our second home. Named after the Roman god of War. I've seen the beauties of life in the planet. I've seen hope and I've seen the future. And then, I found myself in the biggest planet in the solar system. A planet almost impossible to navigate. A planet with no ground or grasp of who you are. I got lost. I lost myself and lost my hope of ever finding anything ever again. I lost hope in finding everything I've lost. I lost myself. I lost myself. I tried to hold on to something but the gas giant drowned me within itself and hid me into the valley of forgotten souls. But, as lost as I was, I found something within that confusion. I found home within that ruckus. I found others, one by one. Forgotten souls, floating, a light deep within them waiting for something to find them and free them. Some were in the form of dreams, dreams we carried as children, some were in the form of happiness, some in the form of kindness, love, purity, peace, and so much more. During my journey, I hope to find every last one of them. I vow to grasp on them and remember that I'm not completely alone. I have myself. As lost as I am, I still have myself. It is my duty to find every piece of myself until my very last breath. As dead as I feel everyday, it is my duty to live.

There's more I've came across in my universe. More I have to say, more I have to express. More planets I've visited and galaxies I've found myself in. Thank you for allowing me to share my experience with you. Please subscribe to have every post delivered to your doorste- I mean email.

Some events I'll write as they are, some will be written as thoughts, feelings and experiences within the universe, galaxies, solar system, planets, stars, suns and moons.